So, ends up that my ex-gf was kind of a push over... and, well... easy... after I came back to Alberta, her ex-bf took advantage of her... saying the usual "heart-felt" I love you still stuff...and well, screwd her and left her....
Now this girl is pretty messed up,
wears hoodies to cover her arms, loaded with scars freom suicide attempts, you know, the ones that almost succeeded type of scars...
she's 16, which I see now is much too young...
She was born off a mother drinking during child birth, so, learning disability
She has had at least three people take advantage of her before even I met her, which was 4 days after her ex left her...
And I have one big question, how in the name of god do I find these people? Am I destined to be with someone I feel the need to pick off the ground... Personnally I am disgusted with myself, and am glad that she is in Quebec, and we are seperated by about 2750 km.
Anywho... just needed to get shit out there... still having a hard time with this, you know, getting over her and all, cuz I know that I still love her, its just hard... and she is squandering her own life away by delving sooo deeply into pot and I can't do anything to help her.

Argh!

Anyways... I guess the best thing might be to try and... well, forget her, just listen to the song Scars from Getting Away With Murder; Papa Roach, near perfect reproduction of what I have been thinking, except I don't drink anymore... lol.... Anywho, advice is very welcome.

Quick thing; I know this is whining or some shit like that, but you know, I can't keep it all in forever, and if there is anything offesive, I give my solemn apologies, I just needed to get it out fresh, anywho, ttyl.